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My soul is painted like the wings of butterflies,
Fairy tales of yesterday, will grow but never die,
I can fly, my friends!
Sorry Seems To Be The Hardest Word - Features Elton John Lyrics
...You say you'll give me eyes in a world of blindness
A river in a time of dryness
A harbour in the tempest
But all the promises we make
From the cradle to the grave
When all I want is you...
...frozen inside without your touch without your love darling only you are the life among the death...
...I was cryin' just to get you
Now I'm dyin' 'cause I let you...
...Now roaming through this darkness,
I’m alive but I’m alone,
Part of me is fighting this but part of me is gone...
...But you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart...
...How I wish you were here
We're just two lost souls
Swimming in a fish bowl
Year after year
Running over the same old ground
What have we found?
The same old fears
Wish you were here...
...I'd never dreamed that I'd need somebody like you
And I'd never dreamed that I'd need somebody like you...
...I need you to hold me
I'm a little far from the shore
And I'm afraid of sinking...
...Long to hold you in my arms
To all things I ought to leave behind,
It's really getting nowhere
I think I need a little help this time...
...And if you go, I wanna go with you
And if you die, I wanna die with you...
...There is a light down at memory lane
Slowly fading away
Still holding on to the dreams torn apart
I will follow my heart...
...To me you're like a growing addiction that I can't deny...
...I know how you feel inside I've
I've been there before...
...‘cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away...
...Come
As you are
As you were
As I want you to be...
...And I've dropped out, I've burned up, I've fought my way back from the dead.
I've tuned in, turned on, remembered the things that you said...
...Once there was a darkness, deep and endless night
You gave me everything you had, you gave me light...
...All I ever wanted
All I ever needed
Is here in my arms
Words are very unnecessary
They can only do harm...
...When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears ...
...Take me by the hand
take me somewhere new
I dont know who you are
but I... I'm with you...
...So never mind the darkness
We still can find a way
'Cause nothin' lasts forever
Even cold November rain...
...This time gonna do my best to make it right
Can't go on without you by my side
Shelter come and rescue me out of this storm
And out of this cold I need someone...
...The world is full of magic, can't you see
I'm your guardian angel, trust in me
So many times I've been watching you
and now I fell in love with you...
...There's more to living than only surviving
Maybe I'm not there, but I'm still trying...
...How I wish I could walk through the doors of my mind;
Hold memory close at hand,
Help me understand the years...
...Lost is how I'm feeling lying in your arms
When the world outsides too
Much to take
That all ends when I'm with you...
eto ljudi moji, maturalni mi je došao i prošao. večer za pamćenje, u svakom slučaju, i to ne samo zbog ekipe već i zbog njega...nažalost, prebrzo mi je to sve skupa prošlo, ali zaboraviti je sigurno ne ću još dugo. ah...
I look at you looking at me
Feels like a feeling meant to be
And as your body moves with mine
It's like I'm lifted out of time
And time again
Patiently I've waited
For this moment to arrive
After tonight
Will you remember
How sweet and tenderly
You reached for me and pulled me closer?
After you go
Will you return to love me
After tonight begins to fade?
I feel your touch caressing me
This feeling's all I'll ever need
With every kiss from your sweet lips
It's like I'm drifting out of time
Alone will tell
If you feel the way I feel
When I look in your eyes
Baby, everything has fallen into place
My life is so exciting now I've got my space
Like a splash of water on my face
Lately I'm doing what I can do to pleasure me
I'm finding time to focus on my fantasies
I'm satisfied in my own company
I don't need your permission
To take this matter in my own two hands
'Cos I'm holding my own
Give or take a tear or two
I'm holding my own
No matter what I put myself through
Lady, all we seem to do is talk about
We take apart and analyze our ins and outs
Honey, I would rather do without
No-one to answer to
I won't spend another lifetime begging you
'Cos I'm holding my own
Give or take a tear or two
I'm holding my own
No matter what I put myself through
I'm holding my own
There's a spring in my stride
There's a twinkle in my dying eyes
'Cos I'm holding my own
Give or take a tear or two
I'm holding my own
No matter what I put myself through...
To him
I didn't know what to do
of how should I act
when I end up losing you
first time I realized that fact
People told me I'll be fine
you will live,you will smile
so I tried to live, tried to smile
but I was everything just not fine
nobody said a word about tears
while telling me to be strong
no one thought there'll be fears
and then I knew they were wrong
I have some questions but no one to ask
seams that live for me is just too big task
sometimes I think about how things could be
now when it's just you and it's just me
no more saying we're happy together
no more promises-baby,forever
no more living just for another day
no more trying cause I couldn't find a way
sometimes we wish things that can't be
sometimes destroy the meaning of -we-
then we cry,we hate and we scream
cause we've lost once pleasant dream
maybe someday things will change
life without love can be so fucking strange
cause I wanna smile,I wanna live
all the love inside I wanna give...
to him!
ovaj put sam odlučila malo za promijenu napisati par redaka umjesto moje uobičajene 'copy-paste' metode.
ukoliko ste nakon pročitanog naslova odlučili zakolutati očima, mislim da je sad vrijeme za to. a možda čak i da napustite ovu stranicu.
ne, neću pisati o propaloj,nesretnoj,neostvarenoj i inim ljubavinim završetcima. pisat ću o početcima...
kad bi me netko upitao kad sam ga upoznala,morala bih zastati nakratko. i mogla bih navesti i datum i dan kad sam ga prvi put vidjela i sve to,ali upoznala...ne znam čak ni jesam li uopće.
ipak volim vjerovati da jesam. djelom zbog toga što mi vlastita arogancija ne dozvoljava mogućnost da sam pogriješila,da sam se prevarila.
početci su uvijek teški, ali zar zvuči toliko otrcano kad vam kažem da od prve minute znate da je to osoba koju ćete voljeti ostatak života. namjerno sam izostavila epitet 'ona prava'. možda zato što i nije bila prava. možda zato što neke stvari nisu suđene. a možda zato što nekim stvarima sami presudimo...
i onaj jezivi osječaj da nekog poznaješ cijeli život, ma cijelu vječnost...nije izmišljotina.
mogla bih pisati sad u nedogled. ali samo želim porućiti svima da uživaju u početcima, jer kad dođe kraj to vas drži na živtu, lijepe uspomene.
znam da ne ispada sve onako kako bi htjeli. znam da se najčešće potrudimo da bude skroz suprotno. znam da se nipošto ne kajem zbog svega. ali znam i ovo-nikad više!
BUDUĆI DA SU SVI OKO MENE LJUAVNO RASPOLOŽENI, EVO PAR LIJEPIH STIHOVA. (AH, ŽIVOTE TEŽAK LI SI)
I love you like I love a day
when everything goes right
I love you like I love to lay
and watch the stars at night
I love you like I love the rain
its lustful calm embrace
I love you like I love to laugh
until it hurts my face
I love you like I love to drive
with no real destination
I love you like I love the thrill
of pure infatuation
But most of all I love you like
I love a cherished friend
Who holds me tight, dries my tears
and loves me to the end
Love is the greatest feeling,
Love is like a play,
Love is what I feel for you,
Each and every day,
Love is like a smile,
Love is like a song,
Love is a great emotion,
That keeps us going strong,
I love you with my heart,
My body and my soul,
I love the way I keep loving,
Like a love I can't control,
So remember when your eyes meet mine,
I love you with all my heart,
And I have poured my entire soul into you,
Right from the very start.
I asked God for a flower, he gave me a bouquet
I asked God for a minute, he gave me a day
I asked God for true love, he gave me that too
I asked for an angel and he gave me you.
My heart is but a mere vessel,
tossing about helplessly
in this sea of loneliness.
I long for the winds of your love
to guide me back to the shore,
back to your heart.
I’ve been in darkness for so long just waiting for the light,
And now that you have come my way, my days don’t seem like nights.
I’m glad I’m finally overcome my fear of the other side,
Thank you for showing me the way, by taking me on this ride.
I’ve never really felt this way about a guy before,
You’ve truly touched me deep inside, you’ve opened, unlocked, the door.
I know it’s nothing serious, but surely it’s a start,
You’ve treated me so equally, I feel it in my heart.
And even if this does not work, I’m glad I’ve had this chance,
To see how great you truly are, even just for a glance.
We never know what’ll come of this, it really just depends,
I’m glad we’re taking the first step, we’re becoming better friends.
With you I never have to guess just how you really feel,
You talk to me about the facts and tell me what’s the deal.
With you I feel so comfortable, like nothing can go wrong,
I get this tingly feeling inside, you sing to me like a song.
The fact that you are older, really did freak me out,
But you treat me like I’m your age, now I’m rid of all my doubts.
I’m trying to live in the moment, by forgetting about the past,
And so far it’s been working, and it’s really been a blast.
So hopefully from this day forth, I’ll know just what to do,
If ever I come across a guy, another guy like you.
All the love that history knows,
is said to be in every rose.
Yet all that could be found in two,
is less than what I feel for you.
One heart alone, makes but a single beat
A sound so low and incomplete
A heart all alone, waiting to be heard
Knows not the beauty or songs of singing birds
One heart all alone, knows not love or tenderness
It feels nothing, but has emptiness
A heart alone, searches for its mate
It waits, trust fate, contemplates
Until by chance another beat it hears
That sound it has longed for all these years
Like the timbre of a bass drum
It hears an answer, another thrum
Two hearts are beating, strong and true
The sound grows louder, waiting is through
Two hearts are beating, within one another
Searching is over, they have found that lover
Two hearts are beating, they grow and grow
Together forever, never wanting to go
Two hearts are beating, as the sun goes down
A love true, a love strong, both are bound
And as the sound gently fades into night
Two hearts are beating, this they know is just right
Believe in your heart that
something wonderful is about to happen.
Love your life.
Believe in your own powers,
and your own potential,
and in your own innate goodness.
Wake every morning
with the awe of just being alive.
Discover each day the magnificent,
awesome beauty in the world.
Explore and embrace life in yourself
and in everyone you see each day.
Reach within to find your own specialness.
Amaze yourself and rouse those around you
to the potential of each new day.
Don't be afraid to admit
that you are less than perfect;
this is the essence of your humanity.
Let those who love you help you.
Trust enough to be able to take.
Look with hope to the horizon of today,
for today is all we truly have.
Live this day well.
Let a little sun out as well as in.
Create your own rainbows.
Be open to all your possibilities;
all possibilities and Miracles.
Always believe in Miracles.
I wrote your name in the sky,
but the wind blew it away.
I wrote your name in the sand,
but the waves washed it away.
I wrote your name in my heart,
and forever it will stay.
I'd like to run away
From you,
But if you didn't come
And find me ...
I would die.
The happiest day of my life
was the day that I met you
Always loving and understanding
with a heart of gold too
You'd always show how much you care
with the loving things you do
From a tender kiss to a warm
embrace and whisper "I LOVE YOU"
We've had a lot of happy times
and also had some tears
but our love for each other
still remained strong,
throughout the years
All goods things have to
come to an end it's sad I know
but true though in my heart
I know that I will always love you
And your heart of gold.
My thoughts, my dreams
I never thought they would come true.
Days went by
And I was still dreaming of you.
The feeling I get it cant be defined
When I look into your eyes, and you look into mine.
I ache at night cause Im not with you
I wish so much that I could kiss you.
Your eyes, your heart, your touch
Darling you mean so much.
Your on my mind 24/7
When I'm with you I feel like I'm in heaven.
I've made mistakes in the past
Things the same, never seem to last.
I'm sorry for all that Ive done to you
But no matter what, I will always love you.
The red rose whispers of passion,
And the white rose breathes of love;
O, the red rose is a falcon,
And the white rose is a dove.
But I send you a cream-white rosebud
With a flush on its petal tips;
For the love that is purest and sweetest
Has a kiss of desire on the lips.
On the night I met you,
my heart stopped beating
it froze with with desire,
at what I was seeing.
On this night for us
that shouldn't have been,
what lay ahead nobody could see.
You alone started these flames
of wanting desire,
a million seas couldn't quench the fire.
But love isn't always the easy friend,
you have to sail the storm
to receive the love you send.
So till the day comes
that these arms can hold you near,
I'll sail the storms and watch
as the clouds disappear.
You came into my life
Quietly, simply, tenderly...
The world stood still
I could not say a word
Nor a single gestured showed.
The feeling kept in my heart
So I've loved you in silence
Worshiped you from a distance
And dreamt of you so often.
I want to say I Love You,
But I'm afraid...
Afraid that you'll just take it for granted.
In silence then, I'll just love you.
In silence I'll find...
The fulfillment of my dreams
All I'll can ever be to you
Is a darkness that we knw,
And this regret I got accustomed to.
Once it was so right
When we were at our high,
Waiting for you in the hotel at night.
I knew I hadn't met my match,
But every moment we could snatch,
I don't know why I got so attached.
It's my responsibility,
And you don't owe nothing to me,
But to walk away I have no capacity.
He walks away,
The sun goes down,
He takes the day but I'm grown
And in your way,
In this blue shade
My tears dry on their own.
I don't understand,
Why do I stress a man,
When there's so many bigger things at hand,
We could've never had it all,
We had to hit a wall,
So this is an inevitable withdrawal.
Even if I stop wanting you
A perspective pushes true,
I'll be some next man's other woman soon.
I couldn't play myself again,
I should just be my own best friend,
Not f**k myself in the head with stupid men.
He walks away,
The sun goes down,
He takes the day but I'm grown
And in your way,
In this blue shade
My tears dry on their own.
How the hell did we wind up like this?
Why weren't we able, to see the signs that we missed
And try turn the tables
I wish you'd unclench your fists, and unpack your suitcase
Lately there's been too much of this
But don't think it's too late
Nothing's wrong, just as long as
You know that someday I will
Someday, somehow
I'm gonna make it all right but not right now
I know you're wondering when
(You're the only one who knows that)
Someday, somehow
I'm gonna make it all right but not right now
I know you're wondering when
Well I'd hope that since we're here anyway
That we could end up saying
Things we've always needed to say
So we could end up staying
Now the story's played out like this
Just like a paperback novel
Let's rewrite an ending that fits
Instead of a Hollywood horror
Nothing's wrong, just as long as
You know that someday I will
Someday, somehow
I'm gonna make it all right but not right now
I know you're wondering when
(You're the only one who knows that)
Someday, somehow
I'm gonna make it all right but not right now
I know you're wondering when
(You're the only one who knows that)
How the hell did we wind up like this?
Why weren't we able, to see the signs that we missed
And try to turn the tables
Now the story's played out like this
Just like a paperback novel
Let's rewrite an ending that fits
Instead of a Hollywood horror
Nothing's wrong, just as long as
You know that someday I will
Someday, somehow...
So tear me open and pour me out
There's things inside that scream and shout
And the pain still hates me
So hold me until it sleeps...
If I should stay,
I would only be in your way.
So I'll go, but I know
I'll think of you every step of the way.
And I will always love you.
I will always love you.
You, my darling you.
Bittersweet memories
that is all I'm taking with me.
So, goodbye. Please, don't cry.
We both know I'm not what you, you need.
And I will always love you.
I will always love you.
I hope life treats you kind
And I hope you have all you've dreamed of.
And I wish to you, joy and happiness.
But above all this, I wish you love.
And I will always love you.
I will always love you.
I will always love you.
I will always love you.
I will always love you.
I, I will always love you.
You, darling, I love you.
I'll always, I'll always love you.
The strands in your eyes that color them wonderful
Stop me and steal my breath.
And emeralds from mountains thrust toward the sky
Never revealing their depth.
Tell me that we belong together,
Dress it up with the trappings of love.
I'll be captivated,
I'll hang from your lips,
Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above.
I'll be your crying shoulder,
I'll be love's suicide
I'll be better when I'm older,
I'll be the greatest fan of your life.
And rain falls angry on the tin roof
As we lie awake in my bed.
You're my survival, you're my living proof.
My love is alive -- not dead.
Tell me that we belong together.
Dress it up with the trappings of love.
I'll be captivated,
I'll hang from your lips,
Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above
And I've dropped out, I've burned up, I've fought my way back from the dead.
I've tuned in, turned on, remembered the things that you said
I'll be your crying shoulder,
I'll be love's suicide
I'll be better when I'm older,
I'll be the greatest fan of your...
I'll be your crying shoulder,
I'll be love's suicide
I'll be better when I'm older,
I'll be the greatest fan of your life.
The greatest fan of your life.
...greatest fan of your life.
Time, it needs time
To win back your love again.
I will be there, I will be there.
Love, only love
Can bring back your love someday.
I will be there, I will be there.
Fight, babe, I'll fight
To win back your love again.
I will be there, I will be there.
Love, only love
Can break down the walls someday.
I will be there, I will be there.
If we'd go again
All the way from the start,
I would try to change
The things that killed our love.
Your pride has build a wall, so strong
That I can't get through.
Is there really no chance
To start once again?
I'm loving you.
Try, baby try
To trust in my love again.
I will be there, I will be there.
Love, your love
Just shouldn't be thrown away.
I will be there, I will be there.
If we'd go again
All the way from the start,
I would try to change
The things that killed our love.
Your pride has build a wall, so strong
That I can't get through.
Is there really no chance
To start once again?
If we'd go again
All the way from the start,
I would try to change
The things that killed our love.
Yes I've hurt your pride, and I know
What you've been through.
You should give me a chance
This can't be the end.
I'm still loving you.
I'm still loving you,
I need your love.
I'm still loving you.
Still loving you, baby...
"Illegal"
(feat. Carlos Santana)
Who would have thought
That you could hurt me
The way you've done it?
So deliberate, so determined
And since you have been gone
I bite my nails for days and hours
And question my own questions on and on
So tell me now, tell me now
Why you're so far away
When I'm still so close
You don't even know the meaning of the words "I'm sorry"
You said you would love me until you die
And as far as I know you're still alive, baby
You don't even know the meaning of the words "I'm sorry"
I'm starting to believe it should be illegal to deceive a woman's heart
I tried so hard to be attentive
To all you wanted
Always supportive, always patient
What did I do wrong?
I'm wondering for days and hours
It's clear, it isn't here where you belong
Anyhow, anyhow
I wish you both all the best
I hope you get along
But you don't even know the meaning of the words "I'm sorry"
You said you would love me until you die
And as far as I know you're still alive, baby
You don't even know the meaning of the words "I'm sorry"
I'm starting to believe it should be illegal to deceive a woman's heart
You don't even know the meaning of the words "I'm sorry"
You said you would love me until you die
And as far as I know you're still alive, baby
You don't even know the meaning of the words "I'm sorry"
I'm starting to believe it should be illegal to deceive a woman's heart
Open heart
Open heart
It should be illegal to deceive a woman's heart
Open heart
Open heart
It should be illegal to deceive a woman's heart
I saw your face in the morning sun
Oh, I thought you were there
I heard your voice as the wind passed me by
Silently, whispering my name
So many things that I wanted to say
Forever left untold
I still remember the tears that you shed
Over someone else
Our love could never die
All I can do is cry
Save a little prayer for the fallen one
There is a light down at memory lane
Slowly fading away
Still holding on to the dreams torn apart
I will follow my heart
Our love could never die
All I can do is cry
Save a little prayer for the fallen one
Still on my own, chasing the sun
Of a time long ago
The shade in my heart, tearing apart
Everything that I long for
I saw your face in the morning sun
Oh, I thought you were there
I heard your voice as the wind passed me by
Whispering my name
Our love could never die
All I can do is cry
Save a little prayer for the fallen one
Jednom ćeš me pitati volim li više život ili tebe.. Ja ću odgovoriti - život.Ti ćeš se okrenuti i otići, a nećeš ni znati da si ti moj život...
I've Been Dreaming For So Long
To Find The Meaning
To Understand
The Secret Of Life
Why Am I Here
To Try Again
We'll Always
We'll Always
See The Truth,
When Its Stares Ya In The Face
Will I Ever
Will I Never Free Myself
Breaking These Chains
In My Heart In My Soul
I Turn It Back It's My Fault
Your Destiny Is Forlorn
After The Turning Sun
In My Heart In My Soul
I Turn It Back
And Then I've Lost
My Key On The Way
I've Been Living For So Long
Many Seasons Past Me By
I've Seen Kingdoms Through Ages
Rise And Fall
I've Seen It All
I've Seen The Harbour
I've Seen The Wonders
Happing Just In Front Of My Eyes
Will I Ever
Will I Never Free Myself By Breaking It Right?
Our Dream Ended Long Ago
All Our Stories
And All Our Glories
I Held So Dear
We Won't Be Together For Ever and Ever
No More Tears
I'll Always Be Here
'Till The End
TAKE A LOOK INSIDE
SEE WHAT'S LEFT BEHIND
DO YOU RECOGNIZE A THING
BENEATH THOSE DEBRISES
A WHOLE WORLD'S HIDDEN OUT THERE
IN THAT PLACE
WHERE YOU SAID FAREWELL...
TAKE A LOOK INSIDE
OR YOU'RE JUST TO SCARED
WHAT DO YOU EXPECT TO SEE
WHAT DO YOU THINK YOU'LL FIND
IN THAT PLACE
WHERE ALL THE CLOCKS STOPPED
SINCE THAT DAY...
TAKE A LOOK INSIDE
BECAUSE I'M TOO LONELY
DO YOU FEEL THAT ANXIETY
IN THAT PLACE
WHERE MY DIM SOUL'S TRYING TO FALL ASLEEP...
A SLEEP SO DEEP
A SLEEP THAT COULD HEAL
THIS BROKEN HEART
THAT'S FALLING APART
IN THAT PLACE
WERE WE USED TO SMILE
ONCE UPON A TIME...
TAKE A LOOK INSIDE
ALTHOUGH THERE ISN'T TOO MUCH TO SEE
JUST MEMORIES FADING AWAY
MISTAKES I'LL HAVE TO PAY
THIS WRECK OF MINE
IN THAT PLACE
WHERE MY HELL BEGAN...
TAKE A LOOK INSIDE
THIS HIDDEN CHAMBERS OF MY HEART
HOPE YOU'LL SEE WHAT I SEE NOW
IN THAT PLACE
DEEP INSIDE MY DEFEATED MIND
THAT PAINFULL WEAKNESS
MORTUARY OF ALL MY DREAMS EVER
AND THE KNOWLEDGE I'LL LOVE YOU FOREVER...
TAKE A LOOK INSIDE
NOW I'M PROUD TO SAY
YOU'VE TURNED ME, VERY WELL
INTO CITIZEN OF HELL...
-written by ME-
I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me
You used to captivate me
By your resonating life
Now I'm bound by the life you've left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along
I'm not supposed to be scared of anything, but I don't know where I am
I wish that I could move but I'm exhausted and nobody understands how I feel
I'm trying hard to breathe now but there's no air in my lungs
There's no one here to talk to and the pain inside is making me numb
I try to hold this Under control
They can't help me 'Cause no one knows
Now I'm going through changes, changes
God, I feel so frustrated lately
When I get suffocated, save me
Now I'm going through changes, changes
I'm feeling weak and weary walking through this world alone
Everything you say, every word of it, cuts me to the bone
I've got something to say, but now I've got no where to turn
It feels like I've been buried underneath all the weight of the world
I try to hold this Under control
They can't help me 'Cause no one knows
Now I'm going through changes, changes
God, I feel so frustrated lately
When I get suffocated, save me
Now I'm going through changes, changes
I'm blind and shakin'
Bound and breaking
I hope I make it through all these changes
Now I'm going through changes, changes
God, I feel so frustrated lately
When I get suffocated, save me
Now I'm falling apart, now I feel it
But I'm going through changes, changes
God, I feel so frustrated lately
And I get suffocated, I hate this
But I'm going through changes, changes
It's down to this
I've got to make this life make sense
Can anyone do what I've done
I missed life
I missed the colours of the world
Can anyone go where I am
'Cause now again I've found myself
So far down, away from the sun
That shines into the darkest place
I'm so far down, away from the sun again
Away from the sun again
I'm over this
I'm tired of living in the dark
Can anyone see me down here
The feeling's gone
There's nothing left to lift me up
Back into the world I've known
'Cause now again I've found myself
So far down, away from the sun
That shines into the darkest place
I'm so far down, away from the sun
That shines the life away from me
To find my way back into the arms
That care about the ones like me
I'm so far down, away from the sun again
It's down to this
I've got to make this life make sense
And now I can't do what I've done
And now again I've found myself
So far down, away from the sun
That shines the life away from me
'Cause now again I've found myself
So far down, away from the sun
That shines into the darkest place
I'm so far down, away from the sun
That shines the life away from me
To find my way back into the arms
That care about the ones like me
I'm so far down, away from the sun again
Is it to late to go in peace, i wonder how
how these things did start, anyway
Maybe to late to find a way, when the
trail of grief is marked with memories
Now when you're gone, the warmth
of the sun seems so faraway
I Believe in everything i see, every
second is a miracle for me
I Believe after sunshine comes the
rain, and when it's pouring down
the only thing i feel is pain
I walk alone through shapeless dreams
my only home is the wasteland that i cross
I close the door and turn the key
those days of joy are barely memories
Now when you're gone, your star will
shine on, won't you shine for me
I Belive in everything ...
I cant remember anything
Cant tell if this is true or dream
Deep down inside I feel to scream
This terrible silence stops me
Now that the war is through with me
Im waking up I can not see
That there is not much left of me
Nothing is real but pain now
Hold my breath as I wish for death
Oh please god,wake me
Back in the womb its much too real
In pumps life that I must feel
But cant look forward to reveal
Look to the time when Ill live
Fed through the tube that sticks in me
Just like a wartime novelty
Tied to machines that make me be
Cut this life off from me
Hold my breath as I wish for death
Oh please god,wake me
Now the world is gone Im just one
Oh god,help me hold my breath as I wish for death
Oh please God help me
Darkness imprisoning me
All that I see
Absolute horror
I cannot live
I cannot die
Trapped in myself
Body my holding cell
Landmine has taken my sight
Taken my speech
Taken my hearing
Taken my arms
Taken my legs
Taken my soul
Left me with life in hell
